Poisoned

 So, tonight, I don't know why, but I feel reall dehydrated and always want something to drink. So... I saw this Dole bottle, like a 12 ounce bottle labled Apple Juice. It's been outside near the fridge for about 2 weeks now and no one has drank it. I decided to put it into the fridge today because I don't have anymore sugar drinks. Anywho, so I placed it in and an hour later I was thirsty, maybe because of the heat (jebus, it is freaken hot!), and I grabbed the drink and took a sip. And ack!! Damn! It was soo nasty and it made me want to throw up, I quickly spat it out and tried to rinse my mouth of the taste. It wouldn't go away so I got some pop and drank that. The taste still didn't go away.

Phungie came out of the bathroom so I told him what happened. He open the bottle and smelled it and said it was pinesol or whatever it was. And blah blah blah.. He told me to drink a lot of water. I tried, but couldn't. Then I really felt like throwing up, and some came out in the kitchen sink. Not a lot though, and I felt more is going to come out, so I went to the restroom and threw up in the toilet. Ugh... I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see what came out. Anywho, so I stopped throwing up and went to rinse my mouth in the sink. It didn't help much. Anywho, so I went away, tried to drink some water which did not help. The taste was still in the back of my throat. I went to the toilet again, and I don't know why, but looking at the toilet makes me want to throw up. I automatically threw up again. I didn't know there was more stuff in my stomach to throw up, but apparently there were. Well, there goes my dinner.

Anywho, so I decided to blog about this. I was going to blog before, but didn't have the chance. I need to start blogging before Xanga throws away inactive sites. Sigh... Let's see their new features. I want to post some pictures.

So this is during the Memorial weekend this year, I think in May something... Anywho, it was me, Jessica, and Paula at the four corners. Nothing special there. I don't recommend it to anyone. But anywho, the new features of xanga is pretty awesome. I don't have to go elsewhere to upload photos.

Let's see how the audio is. Nevermind, too many terms and conditions. The song will have to remain the same because I have wasted a lot of time today on throwing up and posting on Xanga. Next time I will update the song.

I finally got these pictures up. It took a lot of effort.

We took these pictures with Nguyen's phone cause she has high resolutions, and we were planning to bluetooth it to my phone cause I have unlimited text so I can send it to my email. Anywho, when Nguyen tried to bluetooth it to my phone, it wouldn't work. So that was that.

However, I got a new phone recently and Nguyen tried to bluetooth those to my phone, and it worked this time. But I couldn't send it to my phone through a picture message cause the file size was too large to attach. So that was that.

Nguyen asked me if I got those pictures on my comp yet, and I told I couldn't, and she asked why I don't just hook up my phone to my computer and get it out that way, well, I can't do that cause I don't have a wire to do that. But what she told me gave me an idea, cause my brother has a link to connect to the comp. So... I borrowed my bro's phone, bluetooth those pictures to his phone, connected his phone to the comp to get the pictures out, but then those pictures didn't show up. Damn, I thought, maybe it won't show up cause this is a downloaded file. Anywho, so I browsed the option on my bro's phone, and one of the option was to print the picture. So I choose it to print through a USB port, I thought I can just print it on my comp, but that didn't work. So then I chose the print through Memory Card, and I guess this would work, so I print the others, but when I print something else, it overrides the previous one. So I had to transfer the picture one at a time. Each time I had to connect it to the computer, get the picture out, then remove the connection, print a new one, connect that to the computer, get it out, and remove it again.

Shheesh. A lot of work for just these pictures. Should get a digi-cam now. It'll make things better on me. Anywho, yah...

New song: Outlandish - Kom Igen

So yesterday morning I had physics lab and it was an optional show day. I went anyways because I wanted to see if the answers to my post-lab was what he was looing for. Anywho, the teacher didn't really helped much and I was there for about 15 mins, then I left. I walked all the way down to the first floor in north and was thinking about what I should do now cause my next class was at 2:30pm and it was barely 12:17pm or something around there. So I decided to go do my chem spread sheet portion of my report so I was walking towards the main UCD computer lab, but when I was walking there, I decided to go up to Science computer lab cause not many people go there. So then I head up the stairs again, and I saw Tommy, and he said Hi to me and I waved to him, I'm not sure if he told me to come talk to him or what, but he was with his girlfriend and I don't really like that chick, so I just continued walking up the stairs.

Anywho, so I went to the Science computer lab and finished my chem spread sheet and it took me about 20 mins. So when I was done and printed it, I checked the time and it was about 12:37pm. I stood outside of the lab and was thinking what I can do now. I remember on Monday that Giao gets out of class around this time and she said I could always find her at the North Classroom Courtyard, so I decided to go there. I went down the same path I walked up so I could go and talk to Tommy a little bit. Tommy wasn't there though, but his girlfriend was, and I don't want to talk to her, so I just walked all the way down and started walking to the courtyard. As I was walking to the courtyard, I was looking for Vu (this guy in my Bio lab during Spring semester) cause he said he had this time opened and I saw him, well, I heard him around there on Monday at around this time. He's usually at that place in front of the big classroom right when you enter North where all the damn Asians hang. Anywho, so I was trying to find Vu, but instead I saw someone that looked like Scott. So I was walking slower and trying to distinguish if it was just a look-a-like or if it was the real Scott. Then I was pretty sure it was Scott, except he looks worst now or something, god. I kept walking anyways to the courtyard to see if Giao was there or not, and she wasn't. Then I walked back over there, but was standing behind this big bulletin because I got a rush while I was walking by thinking if it was Scott. So I stayed behind the bulletin so that my heart beat would slow down to normal before I went to talk to him. But it was taking a long time, so I read the stuff posted on the bulletin thinking it would help me calm down faster, and it worked. I couldn't believe my heart beat raised so much just knowing it was Scott. It's similar to when I go for a mile run or something similar.

Anywho, so my heart beat was slower, but still higher than average, but I couldn't wait anymore cause Scott mihgt have class soon and I would have missed my chance. So I walked over to him and stood near him. He was sitting on one of those blocks and was working on something on his laptop. I was standing next to him and he never looked up. Well, he did look up, but he didn't look to the side where I was standing, weird. If it were me, I would look up right away. So I bent down and looked at his laptop and saw that his heading was Scott something, so I was pretty sure it was him this time. So I said, "Scott." He looked up at me and said, "Oh, hey..."

I'm not sure of the conversation between me and him though, it was pretty boring. Anywho, when he looked up at me, I got chills running up my body cause of his dazzling eyes. His eyes were so nice that he's the only one I don't mind looking into the eyes of for a long time. To bad the rest of him isn't as nice as his eyes.

So anyway, the conversation went a little something like this:
M: You remember me?
H: Yah, you were the one that was going to major in something to become a doctor...
M: Ha ha, yah, and you're majoring in... urm, music management or something similiar right?
H: Urm, not really, I'm not sure what I'm majoring in now.
M: Oh, but it's something with music right?
H: Yah, so where's your other doctor buddy? What's her name again?
M: It's Nguyen, and she graduated. So do you remember my name?
H: Urm, no... Sorry, what is it again?
M: It's Lien...
H: Oh yah, Nguyen and Lien (of course he can't really pronounce it, so it's something more like, Wynn and Lynn)
M: Yah... uh huh.. So you're going to graduate like, this year right?
H: No, I still have like 2 more years left.
M: What? I thought you were almost done.
H: Yah, I was, but my credits from my other school didn't all transfer, so I have to do most of it again. How about you? When are you graduating?
M: Urm, about 2ish more years.
H: That's cool.
M: So what are you working on (mentioning to his laptop)
H: Oh, just my Spanish stuff.
M: Oh, am I disturbing anything? Do you want me to leave you alone?
H: Oh, no, it's fine, my class is not until 2:30.
M: Oh, wow, so you got some time ha? Did you have an earlier class or something?
H: Yah, I had an earlier class, now I"m on a break.
M: Oh, I see, well my next class is not until 2:30 also.
H: Oh, what is your next class? (He nodded at the classroom in front of us)
M: Oh, it's a music class, in the music building.
H: Oh, my next class is in another building also, so what's your next class? (Asking specifically what the class is I guess cause he's into music)
M: Oh, music appreciation, an easy class I guess. Yah, I took Music Theory before I took music appreciation.
H: Oh, yah, I need to take that class too.
M: Oh, you didn't take that class yet?
H: No, my credits didn't transfer, so I have to retake that class.
M: Oh, well, it's a pretty easy class, all you really need to do is show up. And since you're good with music, it should be even easier for you.
H: No, I'm not that good.
M: Yah right, you are.. you got like 100% or something in Music Theory.
H: Well, I had to study for that class, that's why I did OK. But I didn't do so well for Music Theory 2. I didn't get a grade I wanted.
M: Oh, you got like an A- or something?
H: Ha ha, no, I got a B+.
M: Oh wow, it must be hard. Good thing I didn't take Music Theory 2, cause the ending for Music Theory 1 was getting hard already. Good thing I dropped it.
H: You dropped out of Music Theory?
M: Oh, no.. I finished that class. I was just saying good thing I dropped the Music thing and didn't take Music Theory 2 cause it would be hard and I like easy classes so I can slack.
H: Oh, well, your major is pretty hard, you can't really slack off on that.
M: I know... I would major in something else, but I don't know what else to major in. Maybe I should switch to music.
H: Yah, music is pretty easy.
M: But you're pretty smart though. I probably can't do it. So have you composed any songs yet?
H: Urm, well, I did compose like 2, but they're for class. And it's on my computer.
M: That? (pointing to his laptop) I see it's a Mac, good for music people.
H: No, the computer I have at home.
M: Oh.. I see...

Anywho, I don't know how this went on... But here is a different conversation I remember.

M: So you sit around this area often? Cause I've seen you here a few times.
H: Yah, mainly. You see me around here often?
M: Urm, not really.

Well, I don't know how this conversation went either, so moving on...

M: So how do you like your Spanish class?
H: It's good, I just wanted to keep up with my spanish cause I went to Spain and have a few friends from there.
M: Oh, wow, you went to Spain? That's awesome. How was it?
H: It was nice. Do you like to travel? Have you been to any place in Europe or out of the states yet?
M: No, I always wanted to go to some places in Europe though. The only places I've been is Vietnam and Mexico.
H: Oh, Vietnam and Mexico, how was it? Is it really different from each other?
M: Not really, they're both 3rd world countries, so it's about the same.
H: Oh? Is Mexico a 3rd world country?
M: Yah, I think, or the place I went to is. Well, I was going to go to Japan this summer too, but my friend backed out on me.
H: Oh.. Wynn?
M: Ha ha, yah...
H: Oh.. why did she back out?
M: Cause she had to spend a lot of money on her graduate school testing and stuff so she didn't have any money to go.
H: Oh, that sucks.. Is Japan your native country or something?
M: No, I just want to visit it. Vietnam is my native country, that's why I went there first.
H: Oh, sorry, I don't know anything about Vietnam.
M: Well, there's not much to know. So did you go to Spain cause that's where your parents were from? (I didn't know his reason for going, so I thought this might be one, but he doesn't look Spanish.. so anyway, you can sound out how I asked it with the information I just gave)

I didn't really leave any time for him to say anything cause I said: Or your parents are from America?
H: Yah, they're "from" America. My family line has been in America for a while now.
M: Ok, so are your ancestors from Spain?
H: No, they're from Germany.
M: Oh, wow.. That's cool.

Maybe we said something else... But then he started to say...

H: So when did calling someone American stop anyway?
M: What do you mean?
H: Like, German Americans, Italian Americans, Asian Americans.. you know..
M: Oh, well, they still call Asians Asian American, and African American.. but I never heard anyone say German Americans or Italian Americans... They're all white to me, so I refer them to as white.
H: Ok...

And I guess he dropped it, I wonder if I offended him somehow. Oh well.. So I started a new conversation, I guess...

M: So how was your summer?
H: Good, yours?
M: It was alright... What did you do?
H: I went to Spain.
M: Oh, you went to Spain this year... I thought something different. So did you go there alone or with a friend or something?
H: I went there alone
M: Oh, how come you didn't drag a friend along or something.
H: None of my friends wanted to go.
M: Oh, wow.. So did you know anyone in Spain?
H: Not when I went, it was a foreign place to me.
M: Wow, I would never go to some place foreign alone. So how long were you there for? Your whole summer?
H: Ha ha, no, just half.
M: Damn, that must be so expensive. So what did you do there?
H: I went to school.
M: Woah, you went to school there? Was it like study abroad or something?
H: No, I just decided to go and paid everything out of my own pocket.
M: Damn, that must be really expensive. How much did it all cost?
H: I'm not sure, I had to pay weekly.
M: Wow, so it must have cost you a lot. Like your whole life savings or something?
H: Basically.
M: So are you working now to gain back that money?
H: No, I'm trying to look for a job though.
M: Oh, wow, well, you're a full time student right?
H: Yah
M: Four days a week?
H: Yah
M: Well, you have 3 days out of the week to work, and since Spanish is your hardest class, your school load shouldn't be that time consuming.
H: I guess...
M: So when is your Spanish homework due?
H: At 2:30
M: Oh, wow... So am I holding you up from that or something? Should I let you finish your work?
H: Well, maybe I should work on it. Sorry...
M: No, you should have told me sooner, I wouldn't have bothered you for so long (I might have said this, I'm not even sure, but it was about 1:00pm at the time).
H: Well, I'll talk to you some other time. You know where I'm at.
M: Ha ha, yah, when I said I saw you here a few times, I meant I saw you here like last year, and now I see you again here. So I kinda see you like once a semester. So I guess see you next semester ha?
H: Ha ha, right, see you next semester.

And then I left. I don't know what I was feeling at that moment. All I know what, god damn, that was boring. And I felt awkward a few times talking to him. Cracking my jokes weren't as fun when he doesn't reciprocate. Anyway, I am not even sure if feelings arised again or not. Maybe it did, or else I wouldn't have had that rush before talking to him. But then thinking about afterwards, I'm not so sure.

All I know is I want to talk to him again, maybe next time I will ask him to grab lunch with me or something... Unless he's working on his Spanish again. Or he's probabaly going to avoid me now or something. Sad.. Let's see what happens.

And I'm running out of songs to post. So hope you like.... Urm.. Get Bucked In Here by Akon, Ludacris, P Diddy, and Lil Jon, it's one of my favs of the summer also.

Therese (my friend from Bio and other classes last spring semester) was sitting in the back row today. She usually sits in the middle row near (not next to) Ha. Anywho, and there weren't many 2+ empty seats next to each other except for like 2 places, but those were in the center, and I doubt Scott's replacement was going to sit there. I couldn't predict where Scott's replacement was going to sit, so I sat next to Therese. There was another seat empty next to me and I was hoping, maybe he would sit next to me. But of course, he doesn't. What he does is sit right in front of me again. There were a few empty seats near the aisle, so I wonder why he chose to sit more centered, that's that many more people he had to walk through to get to his seat. Anywho, maybe the reason for this is that he knows that I check him out, so he wants to make it easier on me. Damn, what a considerate guy!

Anywho, so of course there was no progress between me and him, again... But I got to check him out, didn't really like what I saw though. He was wearing sandals, khaki shorts, and a white t-shirt. I guess he did look good/ok in it, but today was freaken chilly. Why couldn't he dress like that during a sorching hot day, but decided to wear that on a cold/chilly day? Beats me. Maybe he doesn't like to check the weather before hand, or maybe he ran out of laundry. I like him better with jeans on, just to say. I saw his scrawny, hairy legs, and it was not pleasing to the eye. Well, he is skinny, so he should have scrawny legs, and the hairy part, maybe he's not even hairy, he's probably just average. Hairy compared to all the Asians maybe.

Well, anywho... After debating on why he was wearing what he was, I realized that I couldn't really remember him ever wearing a jacket to school. I think he wore a hoodie and stuff, but not for cold weather. Maybe I didn't notice him until it got nicer and warmer. Maybe not, this time I will notice though, cause it's already getting cold, quickly. And what I've seen so far, he seems to be a little crazy.

Anywho, till next time. Enjoy the song. Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call. It's recently been my favorite song.

On Wednesday Paula asked me if I was going to the skatepark Thursday night. And I told her that I can, and sure. I called and texted her, but received no response, found out that she lost her phone later. Anywho... So she called me around 7:30 pm and told me she lost her phone (she was using her friend's) and so I asked her if she was still going to go skate. She still wanted to, so I told her to call her bf and call me back to see if she's going to go skate.

She called me back around 10:20, so I asked her if she still wanted to go, and she did.. And I wanted to go after 11 cause no one is there. Anywho, so I came pick her up and stuff and came to the skatepark exactly at 11, or something, but me and her stayed in the car until people started leaving and clearing out. Also to make sure that the cops doesn't come. So at 11:20, we got out of the car, and these guys I saw before when I came that late said, "Are you guys planning to skate now?... Be careful cause the cops are going to give you a ticket like that... blah blah... I got like 5 tickets... each ticket is like 60 if the cops are nice... blah blah" So I got paranoid, but I still wanted to skate, so those guys went back into the skate park and skated around, or whatever, so I went with Paula in to skate. And whatever, then those guys scared us with some more stories and stuff. So I got more paranoid, and those guys were leaving, so I went back into the skatepark to skate with Paula and to see her go down the bowl. She did, pretty good. Anywho, when I was skating, Paula was like, "OMG Lien!! The cops!!" So I turned around to look at her while jumping off my board, and that kinda sprained my ankle again. It hurts all over again! Freaken!

Anywho.. That wasn't the retarded part of the story. So Paula called her bf again and he picked up and she asked if she can come over, and she asked if I can come too. (I wanted to see how rich his place is.) Anywho, when she called, I'm guessing it was 11:35? But I wanted to practice the manual, so she said, "yah, go ahead, cause I don't want to come there right away anyway... I want to show up a little late.." Something similar... So I practiced the manual and I practiced going off the sidwalk step thing. Anywho... Getting better...

So then around 11:50, I told her we can go now, and she said, "Let me practice a little.." So I gave her the board, and she practiced a little, but then the cops came, and I said, "Paula, the cops, I think it's time to go now." And one cop drove past us and pointed his finger at us and said something. Paula told me he said, "Good timing." But what I heard was, "Time to go.." Who knows...

Anywho, so I got in the car and Phungie calls.

P: Are you coming home?
M: Yes
P: When?
M: In like 30, why? Do you need the car?
P: No, so I can know to lock the door or not.
M: Leave it unlock.
P: And you know who pumped gas? You better not waste my gas, how many miles did you drive?
M: Uhh, like 20-25, a gallon.. I'll pay gas alternatively. So don't worry.

So this was a little retarded.. However, when I driving and thinking why he asked if I want the door unlock cause he usually leaves the door unlock anyway for my mom. So he was being retarded.

Anywho, so I was taking Paula to her bf's house, but I got lost on the way downtown cause Colfax was blocked and they forced a turn, and I had to go downtown around and around. Anywho... When I dropped Paula off though, it was 12:30, and I thought my mom was home already cause she has been coming home around that time frequently. So I guess it was over for me.

But when I came home, she wasn't home yet. And I was relieved. But!!! In the morning, Phungie asked my mom, "Did Lien come home last night?" I mean, what the fuck. How stupid can he be? Of course I come home, I always come home. I think he asked her that so she would know that I went out late last night. So my mom was like, "Yah, she's sleeping inside, what do you mean?" So Phungie said, "She was out late last night and I wasn't sure if she got home." That damn retard. So my mom was like, "She was out late?" Or whatever, so my mom dropped it thinking Phungie was delusional also. So she didn't yell at me or anything.

Man, Phungie is so retarded. This post is especially to say how retarded he is.

The song up is Linkin Park - One Step Closer becaue each time he pisses me off, it brings me a step closer to the edge of strangling him.